I've written poems for people in my life. Sadly, I've forgotten to write one for my eternal guardian. He, who pulls me up after a fall. He, who loved me through it all, no matter how I tried to shut him out sometimes.

Thank you Lord.

The Sherperd and His lost sheep

My God,
how I trusted you with my heart
and blamed you for pulling us apart
But you took it in your stride
and forgave me of my pride

My God,
the soft whisper in my ears
the banisher of all my fears
the soft pillow I cry into
Thank you for helping me pull through

My God,
When the gates of heaven open awide
Will I be welcomed?
After all the time I've left your side
Into the temptations I succumbed

The simple things you did to transform me
Through all the miracles I see
I see the power of prayer
and what it can do for the world's revival

The same logic why people dare to fall behind
Only when they shut their eyes
Even when the catcher is so kind
Seeing is believing, we lose trust even in someone that nice

Walk by faith and not by sight
Because even with sight,
not all see the world's plight

Driven by consumerist desires
Violence, drugs and shag
we fail to see our inner fire
we lose our dreams for a fat paycheck

Faith may falter, some may say
Cry about it, it's ok
But eventually, it'll be trust and belief
which are gonna pull us a long long way

Amen


Nicholas gave a loud fart

on Sunday, October 19, 2008; 3:48 AM

Nicholas gave a loud fart

on Friday, October 17, 2008; 7:53 PM

Nicholas gave a loud fart

on Monday, October 13, 2008; 10:00 PM

OKTO

Its ok to lose faith
even in God, the unknown path he will pave
Its ok when things doesnt go your way
be optimistic, everything will be ok

Its ok to follow your heart
and give that valentine's day card
its ok to cry till you're puffy-eyed
when you get rejected that very night

for we are only human
and good things may sometimes stay dormant
but when you never falter in your belief
what you want you'll bound to receive

Its ok to feel frustrated

when no one acknowledges what you've created

its ok to feel enervated

you've tried your best, everything's fated

Its ok to cry into your pillow
when the teacher gave you a zero
Its ok to scream into the toilet bowl
and be comforted by the resonance, the soothing mellow

For we are only human
bounded by laws so stringent
The world might not be as what we know
no harm blasting your ipod, and wear your pants low =)



Nicholas gave a loud fart

on Sunday, October 12, 2008; 7:25 AM

hmm, some interesting thoughts :

sometimes, dun u ever wonder if fairy tales were commercialised to suit people's taste of "happily ever after", or if the author is in self-denial.


ok

i was really depressed

and u might think becos of some emo problems.

in actual fact

6 pimples popped out 1 day

isnt that depressing



life stopped moving, that very night.
I jumped into the deep blue sea
I struggled against the waves.
I see creatures up against me.
And there under the shimmering moonlight, I see a glitter.
"Finally"
With one final breath I dived into the endless seabed.
and it was a mirage.
there's nothing
I'll try another day...
I want to move on












When you threw the key to my heart into the ocean and said "our love is sealed"
have you ever thought of how hard it is for me to find it back?



naive.



becos I never actually thought it will come down to this.







Nicholas gave a loud fart

on Friday, October 10, 2008; 3:25 AM

Random Poem

For now I'm stuck in Limbo,
and I wish I knew where to go
Tmr I set out for my destiny
and pray its not too late to save me

dun be sad if you dun see me tmr
no you're wrong, i'm not being emo
heard SOT's good, everybody says so
so how can I say no =P

I lay up awake in the middle of the night
and all I see is that half mark in sight
I tell myself everything will be alright.
if only the GP teachers can see my plight

hahahaha


Nicholas gave a loud fart

on Tuesday, October 7, 2008; 8:48 PM

hmm.

A poem for Mdm potassium hydroxide =)

Our lovely Chem teacher
is not some boring preacher
she still succeeds in making our knowledge richer
but deep down we still know she's a party creature

Often I hear the girls go " WOW "
"look at what she's wearing now!"
She's very pretty, fashion sense 10/10
erm girls, D'prom attires maybe can ask her to lend?

Balancing Equation to me is sometimes no easy feat
but everything to her is chicken feet =P
got mole problems? check out if she's free?
if not try Mr Avagadro at 602-1023

Mdm KOH,
on the contrary, is not unfeeling and cold
together with Mr Soh
they help the weaker students conquer Chem and be bold

Ha! We will never forget her funny jokes.
And laugh together at the people she pokes
funny how KOH which is in nature basic
can come up with niaos which are hmm... acidic?!!?

With 28 days to A level
we may develop a disconcerting fervour
If you do experience insomnia,
Approach Mdm Koh, and overcome your Chem phobia

Sad to say this poem has to end,
man, i'm down with a pant.
Time is merciless and pulls us apart,
but your endearing nature will always remain in our hearts =)

I love you Mdm Koh! I'm sure we all do haha

hmm. mayb this can go in for the farewell script =P


Nicholas gave a loud fart

on Sunday, October 5, 2008; 6:51 AM

ok. just to perk everyone up after a long week.

This is a rather nice short story about love...

分手不是终点

第一次想自杀的那个下午
天气刚好不是很好

昨晚，她说了些令人难过的话
让我气了一整天
我想让她也尝尝伤心的滋味
让她一辈子都觉得对不起我
（我的灵魂可以飘到她的身边安慰她吗？）

但是，如果她只伤心一下，就把我给忘了呢？
或是她太需要安慰
以至于爱上来陪伴她的那猪八戒
（我的灵魂可以阻挡一切吗？）

而且， 说不定我明天会碰到一个比她更可爱的
又不是乱发脾气的女孩
（灵魂可能跟活人谈恋爱吗？）

第一次死里逃生的那一个晚上
浓云密布的天空
冒出一轮又圆又大的月亮


yes i know this is a random story hahas. but when you hear people saying they're gonna die when they fall out of love... tell them this haha.
like kek likes to say =)
LIFE GOES ON!




Nicholas gave a loud fart

on Friday, October 3, 2008; 8:30 PM

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY

you would have guessed. i'm so bored I wrote a poem on children's day haha

Happy children's day
No one is too old to say
In God's eyes we'll always stay
the same small children who loves to play

Movie marathon on Kids Central
as well as on Channel 5
but there's this beast called A level
preventing me from enjoying this life

At least there's no Aces Day
and no more of that malay song
those were the goold ole primary school days
when we love to do things wrong =D

ok, i'm just being greedy
i'm not contented with just Youth Day
Children's day get so many prezzie!
wahaha, wad did i say

booo =.= i'm bored

yep so i went to play bball with hongyi tienleng and chinyang...
and I got a present which cannot be any better

MY GOOD OLD FAMILIAR BUDDY, MR BLISTER!

I tot i'll never see mr blister again :D
so long nvr play badminton wakakkaka. guess he's back

o o o

and i finally get to break my KFC fast... like almost half a year nvr eat liao

u know...

the sweet familiar feeling of my tongue touching the base of the whipped potato container, doing a mini tornado, and there u go, a container good as new =D
ahhahaha,

crazy day


Nicholas gave a loud fart

on Wednesday, October 1, 2008; 8:22 PM