firstly.

congratulate me.

cos i got this super cool phone w760i =)

with 4 gig memory!!! and 3.2 megapix cam AND JUST FREAKING NO LAG omg...

and there is a motion sensor behind which can detect movement to suit the way u view stuff, AND NOT FORGETTING HOW IT WORKS LIKE A STEERING WHEEL IN NEED FOR SPEED ommg

the only thing which saddened me is i lost a black handphone pouch which i bought... within 4 hrs -.-

god bless that idiot who took it away.

anyway.

was with xiang hong clarissa fangming and francesca today at ECP. we cycled from omfg bedok jetty to changi beach hahaha.

was kinda far, and we flattened our butts.

but the fun thing is...

me and fang ming tried to learn LOOK MA NO HANDS stunt from francesca...

she damn pro la can. so act seh also =PP.

ok, so i tried... and after cycling for half an hr i finally got it.

Fang ming wasnt that lucky. she fell 2 times WAHAAHAHAHA. noob!

LOL

jk.

anyway, kinda fun cycling. been a long long time.

ok, i'm gonna hug my baby to sleep now. muacks muacks w760i!!

and lastly.

mommy. look. NO HANDS!!!!!!!



Nicholas gave a loud fart
on Monday, June 30, 2008; 9:07 PM
klematis




Yesterday's biology was so sianz

argh hahahs


went to teoh heng... but now i like quite sian of ktv le... lols

sing sing sing... stiu cant reach imba high notes LOL

but anyway, really needed to destress after common test hahahs.


kinda fun singing wu ding with nigel and xijing =.=

Gayed :S


anyway, after that we went bugis to shop!!! but fuck i cant find my bermudas, or rather they were still kinda ex.


bought a badminton shirt... with a monkey on it for the GANG.

hahaha, bloody cute. gonna wear it on friday at sentosa :D :D


and den yep watch... the zohan.


I tell u its a bloody pervertic show. totally pervertic AHAHAHA. and xijing enjoyed every moment of it. Was quite skeptical of it cos its only 2/5 stars but i gotta admit, its damn funny hahaha. was practically laughing my way thru LOL. cept that.... we're at the second row and after the whole show my neck ached = =


YOU DUN FUCKING MESS WITH THE ZOHAN!!!



look. its all about zohan with his incredible dick, his invulnerable body and his grandma fucking spree.

that practically sums up the show LOL. I swear Suleng was turned on cos i keep hearing squeals when she was beside me =.= whenever zohan is... well u know wads he's doing.

anyway, today went to toa payoh hdb hub there. man, the hong kong beef noodles was damn NICE OMG.

so sad toa payoh is so so far!!! I tot tamp beef noodles was good. Wrong!!!!!!!!!

yep so I walked around toa payoh, and realised perhaps its the first time in my life I roamed that area. hmm. it looks like a food and pasa malam paradise hahaha, wont mind living around there.

yepz, and my elder sis told me she got into Dean's prestigious list of top scorers in NUS.

LIKE OMFG OMFG...............

only e best can make it there wtf?! and she seriously deserved a scholarship, if NUS is reading this post ^^

Respect for her increased hahas. haiz. I'm motivated to be like her omg. though i'm wondering who's Dean kekeke.

ayez. same parents, different brains sob sob. LOL

whoppie, W910i is cool manz, gonna buy it tmr if possible =)

yepz. time to study hard. erm. 4 more months?!

argh.......




Nicholas gave a loud fart
on Saturday, June 28, 2008; 9:26 PM
klematis




the media can never be relied upon to tell the truth. is this a fair comment.

its not fair.

ok its not fair that i didnt see the last part. blinded.
NOT FAIR THAT I DIDNT WRITE NOT FAIR AHHHHH

keng hoe. we are so screwed =)

anyway. time to mug chem and econs

coffee break, anyone?



Nicholas gave a loud fart
on Monday, June 23, 2008; 6:17 PM
klematis




no time.

I NEED TIME.

WHERE DID TIME GO AHHHHHHHHHahahah.

it went to teo heng -.-

bleah.

I need discipline... piack piack piack.

God only you can help me now T.T



Nicholas gave a loud fart
on Saturday, June 21, 2008; 9:35 PM
klematis




Everything which started, are bound to have an end...
but not everyone is so lucky, to still remain as friends =)

a BIG SORRY
to those i've hurt, especially you.

I'm sorry for making you look like what you're not.
becos you never were.

i'm the jerk la >.<

thanks for forgiving me =)

Sorry to her friends, for having to resist kicking my ass =P

Sorry to Mdm Loh, because I broke my promise. TBUAAGM haha GUESS.

Sorry for troubling many others with my problems.

SORRY and many thanks to God, for having to put up with my problems and answer so many of my prayers at the same time.

Sorry roy and emoboyz.

because I realised emoing is not my cup of tea LOL. I failed terribly. and paid a price for that. Big time.

Everyone I believe, always have a 50-50 chance to hide your emo, and put up a smile instead.
I'm only human, ok. Very human -.-

and i'm not a nice guy like I tot I am. lols. Nice guys dun think of stuffing dwarf hamsters into their mouth AHAHAHAHHAHA.

well at least now I know, wads my reaction when something big happens in my life.

I know how much more I'll cherish the one. Ok the next one lols.

Lastly, to you.
thanks again. For finally knocking everything I wanted to know into my head.
Stay happy =) cos life's too short for regrets.
and you know I'll always try my best to help you if there're problems.

emo, got me into a knot.
dun try to be who you are not.
cos you'll only learn it the hard way.
thats all I wanna say =P

ok since my poetic juice is flowing.

i'm gonna come up with another poem!












































COMMON TEST FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK
YOU!

hurray for nick's creativity =))



Nicholas gave a loud fart
on Friday, June 20, 2008; 7:26 PM
klematis




So Near Yet So Far

So near yet so far,
our hearts were behind bars.
Just like calling out for a friend in a nearby car.
So near yet far.

You were right in front of me,
yet our eyes never met.
No matter how dumb I may be,
I could see how ugly it can get.

So near yet so far.
I only had the guts to look at your from afar.

-Nicholas-

today i give u up, because life is too short for regrets =)



Nicholas gave a loud fart
on Thursday, June 19, 2008; 8:59 PM
klematis




does anyone know what kind of a person i am if i keep dreaming about...

school shootings and killings.

i mean i love school, i love my schoolmates and i'm definitely not Cho or those Columbine shooters...

well anyway, i'm the one running away from the shooter and the venue is dhs holding site hahas.

kinda fun when you're dreaming, cos u know u wont die and there's this rush of adrenaline in your body, even though ur asleep, which makes u really really xi bei tired after u wake up -.-

hell, i even jumped off from 3-storey high.

anyway, today went to Mac to study with the gang.

haha, I tot the girl looked kinda attractive till kenny and nigel went : OH MY GOD, ITS THAT MUGGER AGAIN.

ahahah. muggers -.- heard she's quite imba. as in TERMS OF mugging LOL

dunno who looked so emo today lor. that maple guy better stop playing maple and pay attention to her la HAHAHA. that is if he is reading this blog -.-

weee. a few more days to exams. dun care le. cannot study finish also cheong lor. yao ping cai hui ying!

watched sarah conners chronicles : terminator again.

gawd, summer glau is so cool again.... bleah.

haiz.

alright, i hope i dream of the shootings again. this time, i'm gonna hug a gun to sleep =)
lets see whose ass gets kicked now kekeke



Nicholas gave a loud fart
on Wednesday, June 18, 2008; 9:47 PM
klematis




ok went dance flames at st john-st margaret church hahas.

weird church name isnt it? :/ I mean why got 2 saints wan keke

alright.

Was quite optimistic she'll be there, but reality is she wasnt haha

the dancers were good haha, especially the instructor.

but wasnt really paying attention to the rest of the concert, cos was concentrating on chi hang's camera. my hand is shaking like crazy... old liao old liao.

been a long time since I went to church... haiz.
but i'm sick of apologising to God, cos He has done so much for me, yet i've failed him again and again... so many many times.
Today, I just wanna praise and worship him, nothing else.

and i've nvr felt so renewed hahas.

1. believe in yourself.
2. believe in God.
3. PUT IN HARD WORK DUH.

all challenges can be overcomed.
Hopefully, even matters of the heart can be solved.



Nicholas gave a loud fart
on Tuesday, June 17, 2008; 11:20 PM
klematis




Today

went teo heng hahas.

Just wanna say that Jie Xin got such a SWEET VOICE AHHHHHH.

huang lin and ying qing also no fight la.

JIE XIN U MELTED MY HEART hahahahaha.

not only mine I think =P

Bus 12

Today on my ride home,

I look at my reflection

and oh my god,

I needed a comb.

but what is this weight on my shoulder,

ticklish like a hairy boulder. HAHA

there she lied, asleep and tired.

I pretend to sleep but oops, my laughter nearly fired.

All the fond memories came rushing back.

when (she) used to lie near my neck.

alright back to reality,

1/2 hr later i'm nearing my sanctuary.

with one swift turn, the bus swerved to the left,

she jolted off my shoulder, awakened from her rest.

"Excuse me, I gotta alight."

the trip itself was a pure delight.

If only it could have lasted longer,

but I cant be in denial any further.

I need to get a comb, LOL

alas, home sweet home.



LOL, when you're really bored on a bus, with something ticklish on your shoulder... its quite easy to pass time with a poem -.-



Nicholas gave a loud fart
on Monday, June 16, 2008; 8:24 PM
klematis




happy fathers' day to my papa, who so badly wanna see me.

sorry I dun have the time for you...

anyway, I dreamt that papa bombed my school ytd, and we all died.

haiz

nightmares.



Nicholas gave a loud fart
on Saturday, June 14, 2008; 11:08 PM
klematis




ALRIGHT.

I STUDIED 9 HRS TODAY.

WAKAKKAKAKA

pawned u muggers at kallang mac =)

aiya.

cant wait for school to reopen. I wanna see all the fatties who eat and study the whole day =))

hahaha.

haiz.

u can blog me and i stiu know it lo.

damn sian.

anyway here's a joke hahaha.

wads the best way to remember a girlfriend's birthday?

TO FORGET IT ONCE HAHAHAHAHHA



Nicholas gave a loud fart
on Friday, June 13, 2008; 8:41 PM
klematis




yeepee!


finished another jodi picoult book hahas.


fangming, i rmbered. its VANISHING ACTS

nubbad, about this father kidnapping his daughter from his wife becos she's an alcoholic.

touching...


yet for 28 years, izzit fair? for the wife had stopped drinking after she went missing for 2 years.


I dunno.


I think i'll do what the father did though : /


yepz.


yesterday was a blank for me.


read econs for a while b4 I got hooked to the book.


anyway the sarah conner series of TERMINATOR is damn cool hahas. I like the female terminator. She's just so... COOL. not exactly chio, but cool yupps =)


its cool when u have a cool girl protecting you, 24/7 hahaha. especially when you're lonely and bore-fucked at home.




anyway came upon this joke damn funny.
one day, a computer geek came across a FROG on the road.
frog : KISS ME, and i'll become the most beautiful princess in the world, and i'll do everything you want me to do.
pervys, i know wad are u all thinking
Geek: no way, this is so cool. A TALKING frog, wait till all my friends see this ^^
LOLOLOL



Nicholas gave a loud fart
on Thursday, June 12, 2008; 11:12 AM
klematis




We were as one, babe
for a moment in time.
And it seemed everlasting,
that you would always be mine.
Now you want to be free,
so I'll let you fly,
'cause I know in my heart,
babe, our love will never die.

You'll always be a part of me.
I'm part of you indefinitely.
Girl, don't you know you can't escape me.
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby.

And we'll linger on. Time can't erase a feeling this strong.
No way you're ever gonna shake me.
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby.
I ain't gonna cry, no, and I won't beg you to stay.
If you're determined to leave girl, I will not stand in your way.
But inevitably you'll be back again,
'cause you know in your heart, babe, our love will never end.

You'll always be a part of me.
I'm part of you indefinitely.
Girl, don't you know you can't escape me.
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby.

And we'll linger on.
Time can't erase a feeling this strong.
No way you're ever gonna shake me.
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby.

I know that you'll be back, girl,
when your days and your nights get a little bit colder.
I know that you'll be right back, baby.
Baby, believe me, it's only a matter of time, time.
You'll always be a part of me. I'm part of you indefinitely.
Girl, don't you know you can't escape me.
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby.

And we'll linger on. Time can't erase a feeling this strong.
No way you're ever gonna shake me.
Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby.

I wish I can find david cook's version :/
owells. awww



Nicholas gave a loud fart
on Tuesday, June 10, 2008; 10:49 PM
klematis




ok.

wad a stormy night.

and i have to go down there in the cold... to get durian bings from my dad.

nvm. lets hope his act of kindness will bring warmth to my heart :O

LOL.

tmr wee kim weee!



Nicholas gave a loud fart
on ; 10:38 PM
klematis




wootzie.

last day of CIP at the moral home.

I know how everyone feel la. Relieved right... which is not exactly the most appropriate of all feelings. but yes.

Relief.

I dunno, but the way they look at us today, they just know that we wont be coming back anymore. well... if we do its really out of the goodness of our hearts ba.

the indian guy grasped my hand all of a sudden today, and asked, " when are u all coming to the moral home?"

Royston was nice, he lied for me. "some day" haha.

bleah.

yepz, someday i'm gonna visit them. and it wont be because to fulfill my NYAA requirements.
but becos, a visit to my friends of 1+ years oreadi =)

god bless them

today was rushing thru jodi picoult's ninteteen mins.
really nice book which glued my eyes to the pages TILL THE GIRLS THINK I'M MUGGING SOME GENERAL PAPER BOOK. wakakakakakka

josie...
reminds me of somebody.
owells =P



Nicholas gave a loud fart
on Monday, June 9, 2008; 6:30 PM
klematis




THE LONG AWAITED WEDDING...


haha finally my cousin yong qiang's wedding came!


his wife is Ming Li and is a ballet teacher, and seemingly... quite related to tricia and miss pang LOL - aka miss blue



saw miss pang wakaka


so here are some photos omg.



i dunno if the photos are clear or not here, but wow, ming li looked like a cross between scarlet johansson and stephanie sun in her wedding photo shoot o.o haha. stunning


but i'm more pleasantly surprised when the photo shoot GOT BALLET ELEMENTS IN THEM.


pretty pretty pretty!




my god. look at that. so... fairytale-like


thats me hungry and wanting to eat this cute little thing
YUM SENG

smoking!
flowers... guess who threw it on his head :DD
me, my elder sis, mom, auntie man zi and aizin uncle


wow. wow. wooow

my mom and the ceremony


really enjoyed the wedding... wad a blessing for both of them!



Nicholas gave a loud fart
on Saturday, June 7, 2008; 11:57 PM
klematis




played badminton...

feel like an old man la. so tiring zZz

i'm happy. I dunno why.

guessed everything's resolved. =)

have fun in thailand wakakaka



Nicholas gave a loud fart
on Friday, June 6, 2008; 8:25 AM
klematis




man i'm gonna fail common test le la...

bleahhhhhhhhh

so much to study!!!!!

and i wish i can JUST GRASP EVERYTHING ONCE.

my memory sucks :((



Nicholas gave a loud fart
on Thursday, June 5, 2008; 7:40 AM
klematis



最熟悉的陌生人




Nicholas gave a loud fart
on Wednesday, June 4, 2008; 4:40 PM
klematis




HAHAHAHAHAHA

this is real funny convo.

Nakedweapon : eh guys I gtg cut my hair le. paiseh
Flames of HEAVEN : for wad?
Nakedweapon : orh... sat got wedding.
Flames of HEAVEN : also not yours wad, cut for wad

LOLOLOLOLOLOL

Nakedweapon : erm. cut nice nice den presentable ma.
Flames of HEAVEN : AIYA NOT YOUR WEDDING, NOBODY LOOK AT YOU WAN LA
Nakedweapon : ...

jokingly...
Nakedweapon : BUT I'M THE EMCEE
Flames of HEAVEN : ...
Flames of HEAVEN : den go behind the curtains on the stage and talk -.-

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!



Nicholas gave a loud fart
on ; 8:56 AM
klematis




today went for NS medical checkup.

yea checked my little brother and o so many parts of my body wakakaka.

i liked the part where they took my blood. I just love the way how I can see my fluid flows out.
I feel... alive

yea but lets not dwell onto my sadism.

anyway afternoon went mug mug den we went TEOH HENG!

FINALLY. omgosh.

god u heard my prayers.

Yes. I finally got to sing.

I just love the way I sing Dream dream dream. fell in love with myself...

Nigel ur wrong.
I wasnt thinking of the frame with nude Rose in it when I sang Titanic -.-
But yes. I was singing the song to someone...

if u can feel that i'm actually singing to someone... haha.

Just hate it when my vocals go sore after a few songs. Its dreadful.

anyway... thanks guys. thanks for going KTV!

i've never felt so... happy for a long time.

even if it is a temporary relief from the hell at home, i'll take it.

Dear lord.
please lead me back to the path of righteous, back into ur arms.
let me forgive, and be forgiven, by ur grace.
let me understand the meaning of love, dedication and faith,
for without these brings the downfall of men.

True happiness, comes from within, when you see the one you love happy. thats all it matters.
amen.

thanks god.
thanks for your soft whisper into my soul. thanks for all ur patience with impulsive nicholas.
My last wish lord. Take my blessings, all of them and give them to...
yes lord u know.

and then, my life continues without regrets.

n ss!w !



Nicholas gave a loud fart
on Monday, June 2, 2008; 11:50 PM
klematis




it's over.

and a beginning of a long friendship.

i hope.



Nicholas gave a loud fart
on Sunday, June 1, 2008; 10:51 PM
klematis




today went to have lunch with my dad.

o wells. I guess it was just eating. Feel quite sad for him. tried to engage in conversation but we weren't really interested.

duh. upset that he called the MP up to CHASE AFTER US.

wadeva.

yes. gonna get my wireless soon!
my younger sis got a new phone. cool man.
and i realised my plan allows me to get a new one too, but haven decide on the model yet :/

ayez. get a new one with usb wire for sure so I can camwhore :DD

wadeva.

fucking headache. zZzz
happy holidays people =)



Nicholas gave a loud fart
on ; 4:27 PM
klematis




bleah.

vomitted in the morning.

dunno wad shit I ate yesterday.

anw time to get on with life.

my current revision :

(1/8) bio chapters
0 econs
(4/10) Maths
(1/12) chem

omg...

play too much le.

anyway anyone itching to go ktving pls ask me along!!!

bleah my stomach is rumbling again...



Nicholas gave a loud fart
on ; 8:39 AM
klematis



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